Effects the heart as the Moon changes courses in the sky
Trembling by the lightest breeze on my skin
Adrenaline the only warmth keeping me alive
Wonderous angel voices repeat inside my head
Still I am sane; walking this path alone
Words leaving footprints on my memory
Tears of blood stain soft cheeks
I whisper to the saints above
"What cruel things must I have done to deserve this..?"
Fell so many countless times; faced your harsh tongue
Woke up by your side...
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i dont understand...i hate the fact that people act the way they do at times...it makes me sick, some people dont even understand my life...and they try and tell me how to live?well fuck that,to tell me i dont know...well...have you seen what i've seen...more than likkly not...and i really want people to leave me alone if they want to act like that...so what if i'm not as happy as i was before...so what?just leave me aloone and act that way to someone else...b/c i wont put up with that shit...
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pain is apart of
life the way we get hurt the way we cry the way we bleed is all apart of living, but why? why do we hurt? is it because we are human? or because our emotions flood our brains? but all i know is that we do hurt we do have feelings some people dont get that they use crewl words that have a negitive inpact on us they treat us like dirt like animals like trash like we have no feelings like we have no emotions and why? as if we dont go through enough pain why hurt us any more? so as...
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i have become very depressed lately. i've be so stressed out its not even funny. it started when i moved out from my home town and it was bad enough i was a loner there, but now i move and become even more of an outcast.at first i though that i had great friends and that they would always be here for me. but things got complicated. people started being really crule and mean to me.i wasent doing to good in school and my parents wont even look at me let alone talk to me.i wante to be alone alot of...
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